Torn Panties
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He wanted easy access while my ex preferred to peel the wrapper off and watch it fall.
So many layers shed yet I still felt the need to cover them all.
The moment I made it past his wall my ego stalled.
Hanging on by a thread without depending on strings
Willfully
I needed to feel how bad he wanted me.
Ripped bare with no secrets spared.. just stokes of brutal honesty.
An honest him.
A modest me.
Such a messy situation
Too modest for swallowing
3 pairs of ripped panties and torn lingerie
He could’ve ripped my heart out if he actually loved me that way.
Break me in pieces, edges too rigid - I was too sharp to play.
Fragmented treatment
So indecent
Ripping my patties to clear his way
I couldn’t reach him
Didn’t want to need him
But I needed him to stay
How much would’ve been enough of what I needed him to say ?
Talking me through it
Me pushing through it
Taking the weight
My back , he threw it
Don’t want to lose it
Want him to choose it
Making me wait
I had to pursue it
I allowed him to use it
He wanted easy access
All of me I would attest
While dicking me down
I wanted more
He wanted less
…I stuck around
Ripped thongs as memorabilia from all i gave away
I would give it all again if I didn’t have to spend pain to pay..
I’ll do it again and again and again just to prolong the escapade
Too shallow to be a phase
Too deep for us to wade